It's the most wonderful time of the year...

and it's about that time where people begin to ask you "what do you want for christmas?" ...well... i would looooove a brand new closet full of clothes, some b-girl gear, a video camera, a 2009 pink mini cooper with a drop top, or and maybe even a wii. well truth is my family really can't afford anything of that... but honestly i'm sick of materialistic things what i really want is for my mom not to have to worry whether she can pay the bills or how about for my sister to not have to deal with her hip popping out of place all the time or going into a seizure every 5 minutes. She goes through so much and yet is the happiest little girl. I think i get more upset when she has a seizure then she is. I wish i could give her the world. I miss my friends... I just can't stand to be home for more then a few days.. my mom drives me nuts sometimes.. and my little brother can be such a brat. The 21st birthday is coming up.. i'm pretty excited yet kinda bummed. It's fun breaking the law ;) haha.. To end on a happy note I can't wait to be a b-girl =]