home sweet home?

I can't wait to go back to school I'm sick of being home.Mom complains that no one ever wants to spend time with her when everytime I ask her to go shopping go to the movies she always ditches me or just doesn't "feel like going" and even when I want to watch a movie àt home she's "too tired" I even had to force her to just go out to eat with me. So then when she "feels like it" or has time and asks me to do something and I already have plans she gets mad and cries and throws a guilt trip on us and mind u its not that I don't want to go or don't feel like it I just already have plans. I'm just don't with it. Miss ali agrees :) however I really can't wait for my 21st birthday and I get to spend it with my favorite people in the world!

11:11

Make a wish.

Why do people feel the need to rush into relationships, to use those 3 powerful words so delicately? To me the word love is something you say when you actually mean it. Yeah, I get it, in high school it's the "thing to do" and I did the same but now I even see people older then i am just toss the word "love" around like it has no real meaning. At times I feel as though i'm never going to find anyone i'm never going to fall in love and have the chance to build a family, but i don't just jump into something with someone i go on one date with or hang out a few times. Love is a journey and takes time to grow and blossom. And frankly I cannot wait for it =]

It's the most wonderful time of the year...

and it's about that time where people begin to ask you "what do you want for christmas?" ...well... i would looooove a brand new closet full of clothes, some b-girl gear, a video camera, a 2009 pink mini cooper with a drop top, or and maybe even a wii. well truth is my family really can't afford anything of that... but honestly i'm sick of materialistic things what i really want is for my mom not to have to worry whether she can pay the bills or how about for my sister to not have to deal with her hip popping out of place all the time or going into a seizure every 5 minutes. She goes through so much and yet is the happiest little girl. I think i get more upset when she has a seizure then she is. I wish i could give her the world. I miss my friends... I just can't stand to be home for more then a few days.. my mom drives me nuts sometimes.. and my little brother can be such a brat. The 21st birthday is coming up.. i'm pretty excited yet kinda bummed. It's fun breaking the law ;) haha.. To end on a happy note I can't wait to be a b-girl =] 

blogspot virgin

Yes, its my first time... Here on blogspot. I had a blog at xanga but I needed a change and this seems to be the happening place. Currently on the blackberry so I was unable to pick a template. Gay. Well its a start I guess. However I'm an old lady who needs her rest or else she's a big grouch so I'm off to dream land can't wait to make the big bucks in the morning. I hope you caught the sarcasm ;)