L is for the way you look at me

I've been hanging out with this guy rob since I've been home on break we've been talking for quite a while he's in the military (( I know I know )) well he's coming home on leave this next week.... Shouldn't I be overly excited since I may have feelings for this boy? I don't get it he makes me smile a lot and he likes me too. I used to get so excited to see josh even when I just saw him the day before maybe its because I had a previous history with him but I just feel like that relationship took everything I had and I don't have any fire left in me. Way to put out the fire josh. I just want to move on and be happy with it. Okay?