the adventures of Jenn Meck. yo: Bitch Blog

Well I seem to never have anything good to say so this is my bitch blog haha. Not only because I'm ganna bitch but because what I'm bitching about is others bitching at me. =] Well I can never seem to do anything I wanna do. There's always some sort of conflict with EVERYTHING. My friends wedding is the same weekend as my other friends miss pennsylvania pageant. So I told my one friend I probably couldn't go to the pageant because of my other friends wedding because I knew about the wedding first. PLUS the wedding is pretty much a once in a life time deal and im in it. AND I've gone to her Miss PA pageants the past 2 summers and it's not that I don't want to go it's that I cant so she doesn't understand and told me I was being a horrible friend lately because basically I've been busy with rehearsals and TONS of work. And I also might not be able to make it to her musical because of the doug varone residency so it's like I can never do anything but then again the things I want to do I can't because everyone is so self absorbed and don't really care that I want to try and better myself and my career by doing all of this dance stuff. So what can I do?! nothing pretty much.

Wow. that was a lot. Another thing is I really don't know if I CAN be a b-girl. I mean I want to so bad && I know if I want something bad enough I can do it.. but really I don't know if I can. I mean it took Teena Marie 8 years to get as good as she is now. I just don't know if I'm that patient with myself to do it. She's super women && I'm just plain old Jenn Meckley ( as said by Ursula =] ))

On a good note. I went to a Britney Spears concert last night. It's been my life long dream! seriously, I've been obsessed with her since her first CD came out and have every single one of her CDs. she put on an amazing show. i totally felt like a little kid haha. I loved it. I wanna go to another. Here's some pictures.